For the past 1-2 years i've been gaining weight & losing confidence in building relationships with people. I've put on 5KG & i'm still adding up. In the office, i used to like attention & often raised my opinions. I worked overtime. Now, i don't stay in longer than 3pm. I know its obvious i'm so much fatter & that everyone is talking.
These days i dressed shabbily cos i can't fit into all my best clothes. I brought 5 tees to last me for 5 working days. They are L sizes. I brought 5 cos i tell myself its only temporary. Soon i'd be slim again. I look at all my S-tees & i now think that'd hardly be possible. I never imagined i've to buy L one day. Not in my life. I used to ask the salespersons if they've XS. People always asked me to eat more cos i was so skinny. I've not heard that for the longest time now. In fact, now when i eat they think i'm a glutton. Which is true.
5KG is alot.
When i watch starving people in Africa on NatGeo, i think to myself that means if i don't eat i'd be thin. I just wonder how long it takes.
I'm going to try lay hands on duromine again. This time i need a plan. I'll drink tons of water to make myself heavier. Then i'll achieve the BMI for duromine. Pls let it work.
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